The beginning of the end...?
The last term/semester/whatever of my university education has officially started, and that kind of sort of completely scares the crap out of me slightly. This time next year, I'll theoretically have started my new job (egads!) and will be preparing for my first professional exam. What's going on here?? One minute I'm in high school, barely aware of the goings-on outside those walls, and the next minute I've finally started to appreciate being a university student, and now that's ending, too. Things are gonna change, and there's nothing I can do to stop that. Or nothing I
should do, at any rate. I'm just worried.
Do you know what's good at times like these? Distraction. Good old-fashioned denial and avoidance. And you know what's good for distracting, denying, and avoiding?
Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab. Seriously. One might think that getting 6 small samples would be enough, and that the best case scenario (i.e., that one does not actually like any of the samples) will, in fact, materialize. One would be wrong. In fact, one may even begin considering buying full-sized bottles rather than itty-bitty samples. Or maybe just more of the samples. Le sigh. One may need to gain moral support (or, well, unsupport, I guess that should be) from a certain friend who encouraged all of this in the first place.